Wednesday, August 31, 2011

10 things I KNOW to be true...

10 things I know ARE true: 
  
We are here to master our lives, not survive them.


 Everybody was born with a light that shines brighter than the sun, but society and our world now teaches you to build up walls around your heart that trap that perfect light in. I choose break those walls down, be vulnerable and let that light shine through.



There is so much more to life out side of the box that our simple minds cannot comprehend or choose not to comprehend. There is a meaning to all things.


Being vulnerable is perfection not an imperfection.
Children love no matter who it is or what they have done and they welcome you with open arms and a smile. They are vulnerable and perfect in every way like we should be.
Yet now a days being Vulnerable is a bad thing?
Just another thing in this sick world that will NEVER make sense.

 
 I WILL NOT not be let in to heaven to see MY god for not "repenting" of "sins". If I am living my life the best I can I will be blessed, therefore I WILL be let into the gates of heaven. I AM here to learn from my mistakes and grow from them, to be humble and give charity. Not to be cast out or to get down on myself for these things the world calls "Sins".  

"Who are you to judge me? Right and wrong is all based on opinion, your own opinion. So who is someone to tell me I am doing wrong or right? Only god can Judge me. He knows all."


There IS A GOD.
He IS the maker of all things.
He WILL be there to greet me when I die.

  
It is shown that in the first stages of a baby's life that the heart is actually developed before the brain.
  DOESN'T THAT MEAN ANYTHING TO ANYONE BESIDES ME?
We ARE made to think with our WHOLE heart, 
and a portion of our brain.


I AM made perfect. There is a reason nobody in the world looks exactly like me, there is a reason nobody has my personality. No matter our shape, size, race, we ARE all beautiful and perfect. 
Who decides your beautiful or ugly? There is no ugly, we are all made differently and made beautifully.  


 
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.
EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.
The mind is an amazing thing, and capable of so much.
We just haven't quite figured it out yet.
Fact: We have enough natural energy in our body to make an explosion the size of a nuclear bomb.
If that is possible imagine what the human mind is capable of.


New orleans
I KNOW EVERYTHING
HAPPENS FOR A REASON.   
Good or bad. 
 
 



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Tuesday, August 30, 2011

...Blogging again.. Happens when your bored at work...

 The thing Im the most thankful for is family.
How I miss being a child..
<3 One big happy family <3
This ^^ has always been my favorite!
I was always the fattest baby LOL...
OH NO!! The Classic 'Scawy Montoo' face (Scary Monster face).
Peep the Classic 'Mama Hairdoo'
Doesn't help when the wind is tearin it up!
LOL, 80's= A disgrace to History. :) 

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......Just another ordinary blog :) ......


Alright so a few things that have been boggling my mind all day is how much I miss my baby girl Kaya.
Meet Kaya :)
 She was my precious Min Pin..
She was so stinkin fat! Everyday I would leave for work I would come home and she had gotten into her whole bag of food and had eaten every last little piece of dog food. She had the silliest personality, I would turn on my Saturday morning cartoons and she literally would watch the cartoons with me! Sometimes I wondered if she really knew what was going on. She truly was my best friend. She was there through a bad marriage to comfort me, and to protect me to the best of her ability. She stuck by my side through thick and thin. 
Unfortunately, the day I left my Ex husband and could not bring her on the plane with me I had planned to use the Doggy Mail to fly her back down to me after a week or so and to my surprise my ex gave her to the humane society and I still pray all the time she is with a good family cause she is my angel.
ON AN UP NOTE!
I have this little piece of perfection to look forward to with Cody.
His name is going to be Gus-Gus.  
Yes, Crazy you all might call us for actually buying a $1,500 dollar dog? But to us we think "Only fifteen hundred for this little piece of perfection?" Haha. Clearly this cannot be mans best friend, its much to precious and perfect.
Its clearly Gods best friend as Cody and I always say.. 
But the most hilarious thing about this all is Cody and I already talk like we own him. "GUS-GUS" Is included in our everyday conversation haha! EXAMPLE: (We are looking at houses to buy.).... Me: "Cody this house looks nice and I like it alot!"....... Cody: "No Gus-Gus would like that yard, there is not enough room to run around."
May I remind you again, we haven't bought the dog yet! But that just gives you a taste of how excited we are!!

Monday, August 29, 2011

Herrro.... :)

Nothing really extra cool going on in my life, No actually I take that back I did realize something pretty cool today...... AND THAT IS...
I realized my days and months have been flying by this year!
At first I was thinking, "Dammit year, slow down so I can enjoy it!!"
Than it hit me, time fly's by when your having fun right? Time has been flying by since i have been dating my best friend Cody.
HAHA!! This picture explains it all! And this is why I am so lucky to be dating my best friend and THIS is why my year has flown by! Lol.
Ya.... Its only been (ALMOST) 5 months (I had to throw that in there), which to some people might seem like a sinch, but we are proud :) This almost 5 months we are going on feels like 2 months!
On another note...
Lizzzzyfe is good, and I just got done editing some of the beautiful pics I took in California with Codykins.




TIIIIZZZZIIIGGGHHHT!!