Music.

I have 10 minutes to blow before I get off work and was listening to music thinking how thankful for it I am. I suffer with horrible Bipolar and music for some odd reason is the only thing that can calm me in a horrible rage or deep depression. I dress myself in music everyday. Music determines what I eat, what clothes I wear, and my attitude and my out look on everything from a day to day basis. I guess that's why most people say I am a very complex person. It's not the music that changes me, its me being me with the help of music encouraging me to express who I am and to not be afraid to be more than one thing. I am brave, I am destructive at times, I am weird, I am hyper, I am emotional, I am a dreamer, I am powerful, I can be weak, I can be cocky, I can be spiteful, I can be humble, I am stuck in-between a war of bad and good 24 hours of my day everyday. I am not a person who is labeled as one thing, I am many. I am many because I am not afraid to be who I am. To me? I am anything I want to be at any point of my day. Who says you cant be? 


Today I am full of love and Joy. Colbie Caillat dressed me today. 

I am thankful for my life and everyone in it especially my 

loving best friend/boyfriend Cody.