Growing up. UGH!

This week has been so freaking stressful. Sometimes I don't quite know how to handle it....

Bills, rent, dog food, cat food, other bills, more bills, and more bills. This all comes to the point that I miss working full time and going home and not having to pay 1 bill (when I say home, clearly I mean the parental units home). THEN and only then I got to spend my 700 dollar paychecks all on clothes, shoes and fun activities. Now I got bills. Both Cody and my car decided to not want to start right before Christmas -$400. Now I am spending about six hundred on Christmas for everything and everyone.

 Don't get me wrong, I love being on my own and having responsibility and being stressed out 90% of my week but HEY, its all for a good purpose right? Being responsible definitely has its ups and downs. And right now I am just trying to figure out which one is weighing me down the most.

GOOD OLE' PROS AND CONS

Pros-

I get to do whatever I want

I can get home whenever I want(not like that mattered at home)

I get to live with my best friend and furry babies :)

I work harder than ever and have determination

I can walk around naked in my own house lol.

I accomplish a lot more when I am on my own.

Cons-

-I have turned completely socially retarded (unless I warm up to you) due to the fact that all I do is work and have only a few friends.

-I am awkward around people now (weird I know, never saw it coming!)

 -I cant go shopping and blow 400$ a paycheck in clothes.

-I can only afford to buy a new pair of boots everyone in a while

-I can't go out anymore every weekend and attend fun activities because I don't have the sufficient funds. 

Welp, looks like the pro's won by 2. 

Dear Santa, if you could PLEASE, please, please, pretty please give my boss Dan the sudden urge to give me raise.... I will leave you extra cookies and booze out on Christmas eve.

I take back the booze part, drunk driving Santa= Dead Santa. Every child's nightmare. So Scratch that.

However, if you do not fulfill my request? Expect to have your sleigh shot down out of the sky next year. Not a threat, just a friendly reminder! Thanks Santa.  :)