This week has been hands down the most eye opening week for me in a long time. For the past week or so I have been getting so much crap for who I am, things I do and what makes me ME. At first I got down on myself and for a split second I was trying to figure out a way to make myself be what everybody else wants to see. THAT MAKES ME SICK FOR EVEN THINKING FOR A SPLIT SECOND ABOUT CHANGING WHO I AM.
I am Natalie Cook, I love food and am usually 10 to 15 pounds over weight. I am loud and love to lie to strangers about who I am and what I do for a living. If I know I am never going to see them again, who cares right? Lol. (Don't even like you never have! Its so fun!). Besides that I am a pretty honest person. I can be insecure sometimes, but most the time I have high self esteem. I find myself extremely beautiful and love secretly dancing and singing in the mirror like I am in music videos. I joke like a man, play sports like a man, and sometimes I even wish I was one. Baha, BUT i love makeup, clothes and shoes WAAAAY to much. I stand up for myself at all costs and others I love. I am very opinionated and headstrong. I am obsessed with guns and collect knives. I have Bipolar, alchohol induced psychosis, and manic depression. I am not ashamed of anything that I have cause it makes me who I am.
With all this being said, I hope some people realize next time they want to try and tear me down remember,
I know I'm overweight- And I don't care, I love food, and when I look in the mirror I think
I'm drop dead sexy!
And I know I'm crazy- But that's what makes me different from other people. I am an extraordinary person. It's better to be extremely weird than extremely boring. And I am living life as happily as I can! And I refuse to live it how other people think I should.
No comments:
Post a Comment