Tell yourself what you deserve, and you will recieve.

Boy, have I had a crazy bitter sweet last few months..
I probably am going to just ramble, but I am so excited and have so many thing I wanna talk about. I guess that's what happens when you have nothing to blog about for a few months and it all pops up at once! But let me try my best so here go nothing!...

These past few months have been bitter sweet, losing and gaining things every day from friends, to materialistic stuff, to everyday life problems. But the one thing that stood out to me the most is finally listening to the saying "Tell yourself what you deserve, believe it, and you will receive it".

My whole life I have always whined and complained how I never have enough 'true, good friends' or any friends at all.. I never had any, cause I felt I didn't deserve them, or they would think I was weird and wouldn't like me for the real Natalie, who is VERY nerdy, weird, free- spirited and troublesome at times. Well the past few months, I made it be known I do deserve people, and I love who I am. I am attracting girlfriends like crazy! I feel so effing cool! Haha. I am miss popular right now and loving it! Everyone wants a piece of that Natty! Why, you say!? Cause for the past year, I finally am me and not afraid to show people me, the real person I am. Weird or not, I am attracting so many people to me. If I would have known just being the real me and known I would have turned out like this I would have started soooo many years ago, but I was scared. To conclude this short blog, the saying "Its better to be extremely weird, than extremely boring" Is the truest statement I have ever lived by. Although I have questionable beliefs, likes and judgment, it is a breath of fresh air to most. I am so extremely grateful to be the person I am today. I am so happy to be the girl to show everyone its okay to be yourself! Whether your crude, loud, annoying, chill, beautiful, reckless, funny, addictive (which I am all of the above :/).. If you try your whole life pleasing others or looking like what the world would like a lady to look like, your not really living how you would like to. Never be scared of who you are. Ladies rarely make history, Its the crazy, realist, free spirits who leave an imprint wherever they go.. :) And I thank god I could be blessed to be one of those girls.

Here are just some random pics of the fun I have been having, and my life in the past few months. :)